MuSiCal DrEAmErS

2010-03-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

I want to go for RUNNING ! Need my stamina to be back!

Today is a wonderful day, even though there is something that triggered me.

Attachment today is a sense of accomplishment to me, I manage to call professionally. Maybe not that professionally but I did not stubble a lot. My nervousness is there even if the person on the line could not see me.I prefer to communicate face to face rather then phone call, funny right! haha! My friend told me that I sounded fierce. Good at least I am serious not laughing.

Just back home from a wonderful dinner with my nyp cliques, all the working young ladies. We talk about what happening in each of our workplace. Something that we really can't stop talking about, it is nice to meet them up after so long! Loves!

Timbre was awesome last friday night, I drank vodka(hee hee). Meeting up with friends are just wonderful. We enjoyed ourselves so much.

I get to chat with vanessa, my beloved girl that both of us always lend our listening ear to each other but she kept laughing at me for being so foolish or whatever. Anyway she practically is the only one that understand me 100%, someone that I can express my true self. Nothing to bottled up.

Anyway I intend to give up on what I am fearing, not that I not gonna think about anything funny to it. Seriously! But stop the triggering please.

Committee meeting is tmr, all the unexpected just become expected. Come to think of my posts not only just one, I am so gonna reject my SL post I don want the title neither do I want the duties! Can't take it , it is too much and somemore at the moment when I decided to work hard for my poly I don't want band to disturb me! I already stop thinking of band but I think I can't, there is always people that would remind me and I am seriously disturb by it sometimes.My mum will be happy if I say this too her! Just because I don have scholarship.

Anyway happy days ahead! =)

2010-02-24T20:38:00.005+08:00

Loving

feeling or showing love; warmly affectionate; fond

The sight of happiness

Sleeping early and waking up early wasn't bad after all, indeed felt so much energetic. Being part of the working people taking squeeze trains and buses,make me see the reality of life.

Loving is the word that I understand fully today. Everybody scared of growing old, having winkles and cracked skin, but I realized that growing old with your love one wasn't bad at all. Loving one person no matter how he or she look like, but one day we will grown old and we look the same!

My attachment was at tpy a old estate with lots of old people, I witness the sight of old married couple clinging on each other hands tightly fearing that one will fall,smiling at each other, giving each other a sense of security.

It really brightens up my day!

Helping

giving aid, assistance, support, or the like.

Lend me your helping hand!

When you lose your sight, you lose your direction, you lose your security. You need a helping to stick to help you, wishing that a helping stick was a helping hand. A warm hand that bring you security and direction. It does not only happen to the disable, even the disable could find their own direction, their goals for life.

Think it as a pathway of your life, you are fortunate as compare to them!

but sometime in life, there aremoments you lose your senses of direction, you lost your sight to the pathway in front of you, you lose confidence, motivation and determination.

You have to get back up and continue walking in the darkness to till you see a visible path again!

It is soon going to be a month that I have not touch my trombone, except for that one and only 1/2hr practice which is obviously not counted.

Someone told me this " you can either kept your trombone or pick it back before it is too late" .

My mind: BLANK!

*ppl see improvement as

*WHOA

*not gradual

*no one will notice one

It is seriously true! Thats why!

People talk to me about band cause they know that I love playing the trombone.

But it stops for a moment now....

2010-02-23T21:24:00.003+08:00

I feel like crying now, just because I am confuse with my life now.

I do not have a helping hand to hold on, I don not have a listening ear, not even a shoulder for me to cry on. Pathetic right!

I just realized that I am lacking in lots of things. Life for me now is like a roller coaster, UPs and DOWN, I look strong on the outside but inside me it is soon to be collapse(thats why nobody will realize). Gosh! I got to really hang on.

I stop practicing on my trombone just because I lost my motivation and my aim in it. "Band" to me sounded so useless for this moment. I am sorry!

Attachment for me is seriously tiring, but there is something I realized after working just 2 days. Qualification is very very IMPT in todays world. It seriously determine everything you are.

So what am I? Again I am thinking to much, there is no time to be regret of what you have done in the past, whereas it is what you wanna achieve in the future.

I believed that everybody has a goal in them, but probably minority will think that they are unable to meet there goal.(I am one of them!). Feel so fed up with that!

Nothing comes easy, it just come the hard way. I am worrying for my results just because I felt that I will make or break it, not as in I will fail my module but is the GPA! The marks for TEP had hit me so greatly to work hard, just because I have the wrong mindset in the beginning.

ARGH!

2010-02-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE DAY !

I miss blogging all my nonsense stuff. My blog have left dead for months and I doubt anybody will come and see this post! But it may be better =)

Year ahead now seems to be tough for me. Honestly for the first time I am thinking ahead, I don know whether it is right for me to think this way, but my mind is flooded with future thoughts. My aims, my goal, my determination, my motivation.

Since it is valentines day, I thought of sharing something my friend told me yesterday. He was asking me if I have any bf or if any guys have confess to me. I told him I don have a bf , confess (hmmm...) sometimes I don know if it is confess or not, so "act blur" haha! Then he was saying you will sometimes fall in love with the person that you think that he or she will never have a chance you be your bf or gf. Is it TRUE?!

Loving one person is just so complicated

Anyway, I shall kept my thoughts to that to myself hee hee!

Anyway off now

2009-11-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

NYP Sinfonique is just next week (4 dec)

Hoping that day will be a great day for me :)

I have not been taking care of myself despite the concert was next week. Surprisingly my ulcer had cured instead I am getting a sore throat soon, I could feel the pain. oh gosh!

I just don wish to get into study mood, even though I am seriously lagging behind. My clique was so hardworking but somehow I wasn't influence by them. My common tests just over, honestly,most of the module I did not really study much just hoping a pass will do. I am not putting in my best effort for sure. Projects projects! After tests are all projects.

What did I did today, I slept almost the whole day ! I didn't expect myself to sleep so much but I did. It seems that I am getting no where now.

Yesterday was my brother 21st birthday, my house is packed with people during the evening and night. I went for alumni band that night for only 1 hr. Even my trombone playing is getting no where, making me so irritated. My piano pieces for grade 5 is so difficult, I am lacking of practice and next week I don even have time for practicing. AND KARLYN freaking sleep the whole day today! only practice 1 hr on trombone!!!

argh!!!

2009-11-08T01:12:00.003+08:00

KARLYN AH KARLYN!!!

YOU ARE STRESSING TOO MUCH ON MUSIC!

Even the cabby uncle knows better than me! what the shit am I doing now!

FK! FK! FK!

I shall stop scolding myself a bit getting crazy already somehow out of hand. Practice practice and more practice. Scared, vibrating lips, lousy slide techniques, lousy tongue, lousy lip slurs, lousy puffing low notes, lousy watever!

Piano also, lack of practice 1 exam piece also haven completed yet! sian!

ok go do my project alr

2009-10-31T22:06:00.002+08:00

I wonder what's the lowest and highest note I can reach with my trombone. I seriously don know as sometime my playing is quite irregular. Anyway I was reading the qualification stuff for YST. Until sometimes I think I should stop dreaming and forget about it, I don know where and when I should start. It sometimes kept me looking forward when I was on the right track, but somehow it stops. Thoughts of giving up.

Anyway, I look so stupid saying this. Whatever it is.

Tmr will be the day I will crack my brains, plus I need to do my tutorial. :(

2009-10-30T19:37:00.004+08:00

Just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say.

Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything is okay.

Just because I forgive, doesn’t mean i forget.

Just because I don’t listen to your problems, doesn’t mean I don’t care.

Just because I’m gullible, doesn’t mean I can be cheated.

Just because I’m stubborn, doesn’t mean I’m not easy going.

Just because I don’t study, doesn’t mean I’m stupid.

Just because I don’t show my feelings, doesn’t mean I don’t have any.

Just because I’m honest, doesn’t mean I’m outspoken.

Just becuase I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird.

Just because I’m unsure, doesn’t mean i’m afraid.

Just becuase I don’t love you, doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for you.

-runawaytrain

2009-10-29T20:37:00.003+08:00

After I blog I will just continue reading my theory book, hopefully I can complete all my basics fundamentals for theory. Then time to start on the understanding of voices and chamber music!

Anyway studying of chords and triads was very challenging. But I am loving it! hahas..

Monday school and band as usual but was kind of boring for me maybe I am not in the mood to practice thats why. Too much already cause I have been practicing the whole of monday morning, recording my sound, listening to it ,correcting my mistakes etc. One thing about school is that I have not been listening to any tutorial or lecture, my body is there but my mind and soul was somehow not there.

Tuesday, went to see brass camber concert in YST . We nearly got lost in NUS, but we went there on time. Indeed it was an eye opener cause there was a very unique combination of music (harps, piano and brass choir) cool! for the first time I am see it. Anyway I wish something could get me to be motivated, to train my air and tonguing. My biggest weakness.

Wednesday, I thought I could not complete keying in the sinfonique forms, but I did it with a little help from vivien she come to my house to slacked. After which I went tpy to pass my friend something and went to have a drink in simon cause he is slacking for his band practice later. What I can talk to him is all band stuff! So blah blah blah ! until I damn lazy to head for band practice since it is sectional, but once I touch the trombone yesterday I suddenly did some intensive practicing for nothing. Maybe is because of the girl trombonist I saw in YST!

2009-10-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

I just completed the keying in of attendance.

I think I took 2 hrs to do that seriously making my eyes sore!

Still left data entry for the sinfonique forms. *half-dead*

Today I manage to read up and complete half of the theory book during my 3 hrs break, like finally I get started with . hahas!

I just told a lie today but obviously I am joking, we are suppose to do introduction during tutorial, what I am good at and what I am lack in. So my whole clique says we are good at baking and cooking together , but we can't even bake and cook! damn funny!

I told her that I am lack in motivation and seriously I am now.

Yesterday self-introduction was the worst. I will never bring my trombone to class anymore, my class is full of sick people. I shall not elaborate what happen.

After keying in the attendance I gone crazy!

I wish my boyfriend is TAE YANG !

his songs look as if he is singing love song to me ! CRAZY!

2009-10-19T23:12:00.002+08:00

This is my 334 post, I just realised I have actually blog for years since secondary school. Don't ever click my history cause I realised Iam damn childish during that time and my english is HORRIBLELY, HORRIBLE! But my english is horrible now also , so it does not make any difference. LOL!

I am not looking forward to today school, somehow it does not push me to be motivated or what-so-ever. However, I met Eleanor today! she is really a sweet girl, she help me put cream on my rope burn wound. She really make my day! My wound had dry up but I still feel the pain. Argh!

Anyway I am thinking way too much today, during school, during band, during my journey home. I also don know what I am thinking honestly. My mind seems to be flooded suddenly.

I wanted to type more but I am tired I shall sleep!

I want to go to the masterclass tmr! :(

2009-10-16T22:14:00.004+08:00

Argh! I practice my trombone until my lip hurts today. Putting in too much pressure already.

I am finally back from Outward Bound Singapore!

4 days customize leadership course (Youth)

I was slightly drunk the night before I go OBS with like 2 glasses of martell my whole body feel hot, cause it was SY birthday so everybody was high! Anyway I leave early for that night and I heard that most of them were drunk and drama happens. SY was really a happy little girl that night even though she turns 18!

Day 1-High Element

Went to school in the early morning and seem really lost, cause I don know most of the people until I saw one from the same course as me so I made friends with her friends hahas. On the bus I sat with the SA officer that was following us, so he talk to me, in the end he really remember me.

Our first activity was to jump off from the boat and swim to the shore, totally awesome. I seriously cannot wait to jump down that stupid boat. But in the end I was the last 7 people to go down cause I am helping my friends that are non-swimmer. But helping them was fun too cause we are like making so much noise while swimming to shore.

Then the whole day was my favorite activity that I am look forward to HIGH ELEMENTS! but I was disappointed cause it was somehow not challenging enough and the instructor wants me to climb the wooden rod one which required 2 person actually, but because the guy don want my help in the end I don care him and climb myself and I made it to the top alone hahas. The guy damn sad cause he lose to me. But I am also sad that day, I shed abit of tears actually cause of that instructor kept asking me to climb when I am resting from my extreme rope burn. Damn pain lah but she insisted for me to climb, I am like holding the pain behide.I will definitely climb cause I wish to climb so much but she ask me at the wrong time. I hate dropping tears. ah! forget it ! I really feel like killing myself at that moment! I was like very emo the whole day.

Day 2-Sea Expedition

Practically my rope burn wound got worst and the whole day it was soaking with sea water=salt water. We kayak for 6 hours that day, we have to cross 3 obstacles ,the mud bank one was awesome cause I nearly fall off , but struggle up. After all the kayaking and seriously lots of interesting thing that happen on the way to our tent site, we were to jump into a query of cleaner water, like swimming pool which was even more awesome hahas.We can clean ourself up there . So we camp outside that night and during the night there was music coming from Johor but sad that it was not korean music. Anyway my wound hurts like shit that night plus suffer from body ache.

Day 3-Land Expedition

We walk for 7 hours carrying those heavy bag packs. I seriously die!! the bag is damn heavy, heavier then the trombone! argh!! but still struggle though.But I was quiet the day actually cause I am damn shagged and they reject my idea without listening that get me so angry.

anyway I am happy it is completed.

Day 4- Home sweet home

we did a trust dive that day, we have to shout out our goals and jump! at first I was somehow do not wish to say it but after that I still say it. So hopefully I can meet my goal!! :)

I am Stronger!

"The same sun melts the wax and hardens the clay"

2009-10-10T23:50:00.001+08:00

ARGH! Talking to shamin always make me think a lot. When I am not supposed to think at all and be myself. He kept asking me to try out but but but but but........ a lot of but(s) in me! I don't know what to do. It just get me more confusing. Even though I somehow predicted that it may not be fated, but who knows. I don know if he is reading this but nvm !

Back to normal tmr!

Forget about it !

I just got home from my section outing, I am damn freaking busy! I really need 1 day to rest. I haven pack my stuff for OBS and I don know what I should dump in. Having OBS make me throw my thoughts one side hopefully.

I cannot wait to meet Vanessa tmr! I need her !

off to keep my mind resting......

2009-10-09T22:32:00.005+08:00

OK when I think of tmr section outing, I feel very bad in me suddenly and I hope I am not the only one feeling it. But actually who's cares, just act blur will do ! hahas!

I wanted to swim today with my brother but there is only 1 pair of goggles and both of us cannot swim without goggles. So since I am going out later, I give the swimming a miss!

I went out with SY today.

It had been long since we last saw each other, ok not really that long. But it is very,very long since we last went out. Anyway we shopped at orchard today, we explore the whole of orchard ion, I brought a sport pants from adidas for my OBS! rich huh?! hahas Plus a dress!

Double of my hard work double of my stress level!

2009-10-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

BUSY week for me!

Even though this week there is a lot of ups and down, with endless mistake and confusion. But I am wishing for my week to end smoothly. Anyway I am going out almost everyday, band practices and outings fully packed.

Yesterday, band practice was sectionals for me and my juniors, the first time I talked a lot with them, the first time I we laugh like mad together! :) In order for me to mark attendance, I practice separately with them for the first one hr, so I practice like shit outside the band room together with the metronome, until I am so happy that I know how to teach myself the rhythm of the music. Anyway I know it sound stupid hahas! After that I went to play with them, so I am somehow teaching them but somehow I don know if they get what I am saying. I don know how to teach.

Today, out to watch movie with my mum in the afternoon and I was out again in the night to meet my friend!

FRIDAY=shopping with friend

SATURDAY=section outing

SUNDAY= birthday celebration during the night! (praying hard not to drink so much! hahas!)

NEXT WEEK=OBS!

2009-10-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

I am feeling very uncomfortable now! I am not myself! I am freaking ............argh! I am feeling so sour now, all because of the green apple I am chewing damn sour!!!! :( but I am still eating it.Please be back to my original self.

I really don know what to blog actually even though yesterday VANESSA ask me to blog about her. Yeah! I shall blog about her. I miss you so much, I miss talk to you, pouring out our secrets but somehow she never tell me hers?! right! I bet you are reading these. Anyway you are such a awesome friend :)

Today I went to my Bestie house again, anyway I just went to decorate but I don know what to do, in the end I think it become worst. I do not have the mood to decorate to be honest, hopefully the turn out is good ! Had dinner in her place, seriously we talked alot of craps there until I laugh like mad. After dinner we went to catch a movie "Fame", the movie was so-so but the way they perform was damn cool!

ARGH! I think I will be a bad girl now!

2009-09-30T23:06:00.003+08:00

I cut my hair!! I would rather cut my hair short. But somehow I think I look like some kind of china girl now. Some say it was nice, some say it was not. Went out will clique today for movie with my new hair cut , they say that I am daring to cut it short.They all have long hair and they are not even think of cutting short.

I am seriously confused now, I am trying hard not to think of it and I don even dare to think it. But somehow when I remember the happy moment in the past I really get insane, I would seriously smile at myself for nothing. Like a crazy freak! Indeed there is too many happy moments that drive me insane! oh gosh! what's wrong with me. Is it time for me to try? I am waiting.........

Waiting for the post man huh?!!! hahas!!!!

I look like I am talking to myself in this blog.... oh gosh!

I may still not know what I want to be when I grow up, but I do know that someday, I want to live in a house filled with my books and travel souvenirs. And the walls that aren’t covered in bookshelves will be covered with photos of my family and friends. When I leave the house, I will be going to a job I love, and I’ll return to a person I love. So, that’s the dream I’m working on.

-Amber morley

2009-09-28T23:34:00.005+08:00

Karlyn is somehow sad and confused now!

I have to retrieve my phone from the band room tmr, I am so forgetful and dumb to really left it there. I am waiting for a call to be specific. Anyway I didn't expect my phone would rather stay in band room then to come with me, cause I cannot find my phone during band practise just now and it was actually hiding behide those scores on my stand. sad:(

back to school tmr argh!!! I kept going back to school! I went out today with bestie after so long, we are bestie since primary school, her parents and siblings are very are very nice too me to cause I always go her house last time until now I still go hahas!! This is call forever friends ! Love her lots!!!

I have manage to run 4 rounds today without stopping!!!

someone just tell me not to be sad and to be HAPPY!

yes I will be happy! :)

2009-09-25T22:33:00.003+08:00

Our ToTo 9.7 million had gone! No more car, No more super plus cab trip, No more instruments, No more house. All our dreams are gone!

The whole afternoon the 7 of us (Me,Louis,Tim,Kitying,Jason and Zhijie) was day dreaming how we should spent the 9.7 million if we really win it hahas. We have to face reality now! so sad huh?! We queue for 1/2 hr just to buy toto hahas. so funny!

Anyway, for the first time I am skipping sectional today, I don know why skipping sectional make me feel so happy. I am not lazy! But indeed I got more important stuff to do that is to celebrate my Dad's birthday. We went to eat korean BBQ and I ate lots of kimchi . Something interesting happened but not really that interesting huh. There was a guy working at the restaurant that is from my secondary school as well as my primary school if I am not wrong but not the same batch. We never talk to each other once but we always saw each other. So I think he thinks that I am familiar so he kept staring. But I act blur! since I don know him and I don wish to know him. hahas!

I chatted alot with Tim today when we are both wasting time hahas. So we talk alot of stuff from how people change as they grow old or even in a changing environment.

He say that I am a girl that easily get influence? Am I? But I somehow admit that I am at times.

easily to trust people?hahas

Alumni band resuming can't wait to touch bass trombone!

2009-09-24T00:19:00.001+08:00

People say that the bad memories cause the most pain, but actually its the good ones that drive you insane.

2009-09-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

Karlyn is officially free from TEP! Enjoying my 3 weeks holiday!

Having more time to sleep, more time to catch my drama, more time to practice! :)

Anyway, thought of it in my various stopover I think that my TEP was somehow screwed up. Because of the hectic period of WMC, my team mates have to take over me .

I miss bonding with them but indeed I made lots of new friends.

Being part of Giordano for 9 weeks I will definitely remember it!

Anyway,my two presentation was somehow successfully done, as my team mates have done their very best. good job!

But I am definitely not looking forward to the results.

Today, I was busy the whole afternoon preparing for presentation, doing printing. I wanted to run today but who knows all fly kite .So sad:( so instead of running, I practiced my trombone in the room until I am freaking shagged. I think I am like pushing myself to hard, 1.5 hr without rest until I abit deaf now hahas .

I often wonder if life is easier for other people - or they're just better at faking it.

2009-09-21T01:01:00.004+08:00

Anyway I just pick this whole passage up from somewhere which I think it is meaningful to spent your time reading it.

I’d like to meet someone who wouldn’t give up on me. Someone who would always be there no matter what. Someone who I could tell all of my secrets to, and they would trust me enough and tell me theirs. Someone who wouldn’t care what I wear, or how I have my hair done. Someone who would call me every night just to hear my voice. Someone who would know me well enough to tell when I’m mad, sad or confused. Someone who wouldn’t like me just for the looks, but for my heart and my personality. Someone who wouldn’t just love, but who would be addicted to me. Someone who would never leave me clueless or alone. Someone who would always keep their promises and mean what they say. Someone who would look out for me. Someone who would never leave me broken. Someone who would be faithful to me. Someone who would be the one for me, and I’d be the one for them. Someone who would be my Romeo and I’ll be their Juliet.

Hopefully :)

2009-09-20T12:15:00.003+08:00

Oh for the first time I am feeling bored I am used to hanging out all the time.
Somehow staying at home for this weekend is funny.
I was browsing though my facebook friends and I found one of my friend that I haven seen her for long like years, seriously years. I shall catch up with her. Still remember I met her during primary school in a tuition centre while we are studying so hard for our PSLE. until we got what we wanted and went our seperate ways. sad:( Anyway I think we both changes alot too.
we got prettier ! Somehow I am indirectly saying myself hahas.

Maybe being bored and restless get me lazy to do things that I should complete by today. I am just lazy to start things going!

I shall find my own entertainment for today!

2009-09-18T23:18:00.005+08:00

I am somehow super HOT! and high now probably I saw someone today or maybe for the first time I am impress by Kim Hyun Joong. he is definately hot in haptic mission and I am starting to like him hahas. crazy girl!

It is common for crazy girl to go crazy!

Anyway, yesterday I went school to do project after that I went for SSO open rehearsal together with my senior whom was now same school as me and we are in the same band. I knew her during the japan trip, she was my room mate probably thats why she know me well too. Anyway, we talk alot as usual, craps and gossips hahas. I realized alot of things from her and I think she definately realized alot of thing of me too.

Plus we met cute guys that day! didn't know he was in YST!

Today, rush to school to pass keys had a very long lunch and headed to do project ! but I was there watching video and falling in love with kim hyun joong hahas. Feel so guilty for not contributing, but I really wish my presentation would be over ! I want my 3 weeks break.

somehow I felt contradicting about somethings in me.

I am not to sure if I am thinking right but I don't dare to think it!

but it somehow felt funny!

2009-09-17T00:06:00.003+08:00

boo!

I spent my whole week in school ! School look like a second home to me now but definitely not cause I wish to end my poly life. However I don wish to grow older, I don wish to leave band! At least I continue my trombone playing.

Yesterday, went to do project in school early in the morning till evening, but honestly I have done nothing other than talking during discussion and give ideas. I never did my research, but I have completed my part now. Hopefully shouldn't be a problem but I can't think of anything now! Practice in the night in band room, but somehow I prefer to stay at home to practice so I can hear myself better.

I am shagged but I somehow don feel like sleeping even though my eyes are closing. I don wish tmr to come but it eventually came hahas cause this post will be on thursday. Anyway today band, I felt myself being so dumb, pressing the trigger where there isn't at all, stupid right! Plus I kept mispitching , don know it is me or the instrument. sian! my focus was off after the 3rd sight reading. And I give up if I cannot catch the phrase!

This make me thinking of what my secondary conductor say about me hahas. When I saw difficult passage, after the third try still cannot make it I will give up. Than the next day I am back to tackle again. THAT'S ME!

Seungri song enlighten me !

I jogged 5 rounds today!

2009-09-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

ARGH! My mum just spoilt my mood. kept shouting at me,I have been searching better piano teacher so that I am able to learn better. But it seems that my mum kept deciding for me, until she say she wanna find for me.
Why Search so hard for what stick to my old one then. ah!!!!!!

Band start for me is somehow sucky, I kept mispitching today and counting wrongly! what is wrong with me.
got to drill down to practise soon.

I think I am suppose to get angry today because my planned for today is a failure. Which make me actually very sad!
But somehow nobody will understand me.

2009-09-12T01:25:00.002+08:00

Allan's farewell pictures, hopefully he slims down after NS!

2009-09-12T01:03:00.003+08:00

this picture is damn funny !

Yipee!

I am done for all the ICA for this week ! even though I screwed up my PM paper and CS role play, cause the role play my group just cannot stop laughing out loud! Plus I say the wrongly so embarrassing until whole class laugh. I am addicted to my piano, I am loving piano lesson now. Probably ,I kept listening to the chopin piano sonata no.3, thats why.

Anyway, yesterday somehow my mind reflect on someone whom I haven seen for long, someone who I don know how to react to. I don't know why I am thinking about that but it just happen to. Sometime my mind is just so weird.

Next week is project week thats means no lesson !

time to exercise !

Looking forward to OBS!

2009-09-06T01:02:00.002+08:00

Am I seriously feel emo now ! I hopefully thinks that I am not .

Anyway this night is freaking me out, my eye is closing soon. I feel the nostalgia in me. My mind now is like a pieces of breaking up memory. The good ones the bad ones.At this moment of time I truly wish that I have the in-born talent in me. If not I am a person with no mistake made it my life. Which both are impossible.

What does the picture tells you?

2009-09-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

This whole week for me just so un-planned. I didn't get my things done for this week and I get the dates on the calendar all mixed up, I kept thinking that tuesday was 3rd september which was 2nd like duh! which cause me to end up like an idiot rushing for my piano lesson. In the end I make a waste trip there, I am like so embarrassed as that day was a holiday for my music school so nobody has lesson. STUPID ME!

I found a piano teacher online with quite a high qualification, had e-mail her asking about the fees hopefully she reply. By looking at the testimonials and her blog she seems to be very strict, which is ideal for me because I need scolding in order to push myself. My self-motivation just last for a short while.

Monday

I went out with vanessa and her sister to bugis and I got myself a sandals. Anyway I just love the bag I saw in top shop which cause 76 bucks! I am refraining myself from purchasing it but I seriously love it so much the material is so nice to touch!

Tuesday

I had my CS test in the morning, I have lost touch in studying since I started tep so I had a hard time getting the information into my head. But I just did whatever I can. After which, I went for a movie with mavis and natalie and I end up rushing for my piano lesson.=.=!! Wishing chenlu and safe journey back to china!

Wednesday

After school, my cliques went out to celebrate CWS birthday hahas! we play bowling and I won! I freaking never play bowling for like 1 year?

Pictures will tell a thousand words!

2009-08-30T00:45:00.002+08:00

Karlyn ah karlyn!
I just feel like call my name out loud.
Just came back from chalet at aloha and I was seriously shagged. After today piano lesson I still cannot decided whether or not I should change teacher. argh! I felt so bad if I were to change a new one.oh gosh my life is so difficult just because of this tiny tweeny little thing.
Anyway, I still have till thursday to decide.

I am becoming too band geeky sometimes, especially talking to simon! but he started it first than the thing continue without ending, he would also told me the good and bad players he met. But it sound interesting so it is worth listening hahas.
band band band!

I somehow has lots of things to say out from my mind but I don know which time would be an appopriate time to say out. Remain quiet is still the best to avoid trouble hahas. From the start of my classical nothing goes in my head, project management?customer service?
Start mugging tmr!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

XIN YU!!!

2009-08-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

I wish I was really on holiday.
I seems to have occupied myself with all those planned outings and school. I have the worest time management I think! argh!
Anyway,my planned for tmr is to go school and head home to practise my trombone in the evening and piano in the night. Saturday head down to compass in the morning to take those concert video form the teacher on the other hand practise on the trombone.Afternoon practise piano.Evening piano lesson. Night chalet! see I am so packed!

Hopefully my planned work out hahas.

Tuesday, I went to the chorale concert at esplanade.It was really an eye opener as this is my first time watching a choir performance. Indeed it was impressive.I love those harmonics of voices.

Wednesday, I practise my piano in the morning and headed for piano lesson in the afternoon. After that I went YAMAHA to see if I can get a case for my mouthpiece but there isn't anything that I wanted.Instead I happen to serach for Grade 1 jazz trombone ABRSM pieces hahas, so as I was fliping the pages I realised that it was quite difficult eventhough it is only grade 1, it has just some free bars for you to express yourslef.cool right! hahas!Anyway,I actually asked my mum to make a mouthpiece case for me since she is so free at home hahas. good idea yea! After that I catch the movie "orphan" with my mum and I think the show was really nice.Eventhough I scared of horror movie but I kinda like it hahas.Now I feel like watching Final destination, oh gosh! I shall wish that I am able to sleep!

Today! I went for school in the morning and actually the girls planned outing slipped off my mind until I realised it when I am in school.I am getting more and more forgetful!so my plan for today fail! But I love going out with my cliques, girls talk are always the best! I did not listen to today's lesson I was like searching Kpop on my computer and I found out that KARA and FT island new album is out. I kind of lost touch to kpop when I was in TEP.
Back again? I doubt so ! hahas.

PRACTISE IS THE WORD FOR ME!

2009-08-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today baking was a failure, me and esther like to cook black stuff (the above pic tells you all). hahas. Anyway, I finally went band world today to get my mouthpiece after like days, I got it discounted. I felt vey funny over there, somehow abit embarassing after I thought over what I told them hahas. I am humble!

I went to school in the morning to complete my handover. I miss the application for the F1 job. argh opportunity to earn money fly from my hands again! Shall not think of earning money, I don't have the time.

"Karlyn! Please tell your mind to practise and concentrate hard!" I seriously need that!!!

2009-08-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

I went for Phil youth tune in today!
At first I decided not to go but because nobody accompany to go out to search my mothpiece,I decided to go after much thought.
It was quite fun as I get to try all those pieces that was difficult but I am kind of weak to play.Okays I am definately not intend to go for the audition. I am not ready and I my trying to build up now.hahas!
It was worth an eye opener and experience for me today.

I will have baking lesson tmr with esther!!!

Anybody want cheese cake?

2009-08-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

Goodbye Giordano and Cotton on!!!
Tep is over and I have quitted my job.
I have quitted my job so as to focus on my studies, band and piano.
Now I will have more time to practise, my piano is seriously lacking behide.argh!!!!
I shall share more about this week.

I have always wanted to buy a trombone mouthpiece, when finally I had decided to buy, band world was not open for me. so sad! which make me kind of fustrated as I was juggling with time.
So hopefully I could buy tmr if not monday.

Wednesday, I went to the boston brass clinic and I saw fuhua cheryl, I am kind of guessing she might be there cause I know she was enthusiatic about trb stuffs more than I do. hahas! Anyway, it is nice to meet her after so long.I was anticipating to learn quite a lot from the brass clinic but somehow it was a refresh of the things that I have learn, but definately still a fruitful one. After which, I had catched a movie "Hangover" and I kept thinking it as "Hangman". Ok I know nothing about that movie I didn't know it was NC16. The movie somehow kept repeating the 4 letter word that I am refraining myself from saying it and it seriously polluted my mind further.What a movie!!

Thursday, this shall be the worest day I had in MSC giordano, STOCK TAKE! and it has to be the first day of the 7th month, I am not trying to say that it is creapy or something but that was my longest day I felt.My team have been counting non- stop starting from 9am till 8.30pm, re-count and re-count again until our mind is full of numbers!The shop was a total mess and clothes was found on the top of the fitting room.I was totally shagged. Stock take for the day is smehow wasted.

Friday,I dragged myself up for school and to redo another round of STOCK TAKE! busy like hell!!!The whole day was a rush.The result is still the same.We can do nothing.After which,headed to sarah chalet feeling totally tired for the day.I felt sorry that I am restless on her chalet.

Today, I am offically not a staff of cotton on anymore.

Tmr shall be a wonderful day for me ! I shall start planning for the week ahead.

2009-08-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

I am back to BLOGSPOT once again and this song is making me breathless!
Time passes really fast,next week is the last week of TEP,YAY! Followed by classical known as studyinging, without any holiday break,anyway I am looking forward to classical.

WMC is over, back from netherlands,nyp band will resume during september,compassvale alumni band is resuming.
I am still thinking if I should join copassvale alumni band, as there will be a 10th anniversary performance at the end of the year.Most likely I will be joining, so that hopefully I could borrow the trombone one again hahas!
I seriously miss that trombone, I got a feeling that the trombone is mine, but obviously it is not.

ABRSM octtheory exam is open for registration, but my piano teacher dosen't allow me to take grade 5 theory cause it will be very rushing, partly it is also because of me beinglazy. ARGH! I told her I can rush. I don't wanna wait till march!

ok I am going to practise my piano now!

2009-06-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

I have decided to change my blog to livejournal or word press if I have the time !
The more I look at my blog the more ugly it is..
I haven touch my blog since I started to get busy with stuffs.
Everyday coming home late, going to school early, make me shagged and exhausted.
I am working full 8 hrs tml ! u

What shall I start typing my mind is full of rubbish now !
First thing on my mind, out of a sudden I am thinkng of the re-audition thing .Lucky on that day I don need to go for attachment outside

but!....
I don know how to type out now!

2009-06-08T00:38:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY HANDPHONEY!
I am so careless that I left it in school . Lucky I can survived 2 days without handphone.

I haven blog for so long there are many things I wanted to share about !
so I will just share a poco !
Yesterday, was secition outing celebrating MIKI and JIAYUN Birthday as well as farewell for ALVIN going to NS. We just pratically have lots of fun. Playing never ending UNO game ! At least the food are able to fill my stomach thats all I wanted, I did not even help out in the cooking hahas!

I did not touch the trombone today ! I am guilty of not practising ! I have decided to play well !

2009-06-08T00:05:00.005+08:00

BBQ Section Outing 6/6/2009!!

MIKI!

ZHIJIE!

MEIFEN

JIA YUN!

ALVIN!

SHAMIN!

ELSIE!

LOUIS! CHRISTOPHER!

CHA SOON!

RUEY SHIN!

2009-05-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

TRUST!
I seem to have a face that could not be trusted. Watever! I am not going to ground into it further, as usual I always been fool around !
Today as usual, went to school for TEP "Mystery Shopping", this few days was seriously bad for me and I kept using the word "seriously" , to emphasize it is worest to the fullest. Anyway I was around town area, went Tanglin Mall and there was alot of cool stuff but walking distance just kill us ! Anyway after seeing the Peter Moore on Youtube I think that every eurasian kid I saw today look like him so cute and handsome. ok I am seriously Crazy, I kept wondering things this few days.

I was acutally thinking of my future while walking , NOT!!! about things that" when will I get married? or How many kids I want to have?"...But rather my study path, I make the wrong choice of choosing business for sure! and I wanna get diploma or further in my piano no matter how long or how old I am gonna be! I want to learn music composing too as my second study apart from the main..... I want to excel in MUSIC! hahas !
What will my main study path be?
All my childhood dream has gone, I want to drive a commerical plane (probably next life)!
I wanna be a singer ( but my vocal sux) even my "lalala" !
Most likely is accountancy !
I wanna earn big bucks too !

I am talking stupid stuff hahas...

my mind is all about practising now hahas !

2009-05-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

I am back to blogging after so long , I am seriously busy like hell ! Finally I am done with my work that need to pass up tml (Resume and Cover letter) hopefully I had done it correctly. I spent hours editing and editing again. I gave a miss for the SAF band concert today,Firstly I am lazy to go and secondly thats the only time I can practise on my trombone together with a metronome, after 3 hours of practise I am still unable to get that fast. There is seriously nothing I can do audition is just 2 days from now ! hahas ! My lips and hands are pain at the same time. My hand is giving me lots of problem today I cannot even streched to the fullest, most probably is due to the bus pole I knock yesterday Damn pole!!!

BAD NEWS !
MY PIANO EXAM IS JUST 1 WEEK AWAY.
I did not register for ABRSM so this is the first and last chance to pass my exam,but I am not prepare. oh gosh ! I am not ready for everything .
I will blame it on my bad time management as well as my TEP totally waste of time! I know it is wrong to say that but ..... I shall wake up early to practise tml. I wish I had a silence piano so I could practise throughout the night!

GOOD NEW!
I have pass my music theory with distinction , but it somehow dosen't cover all my sadness and stress for the bad news. So there is nothing I can elebrorate more.

I felt that I am so dumb yesterday, somehow yesterday had become my worest day of all.
I am cursing inside me, but I just remain silence putting on a expressionless face!
I just don't understand!

I wish I will be better tml ! Time to sleep and rest my hand after all the typing.

2009-05-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

OUT OF A SUDDEN I LOVE THIS SONG !
It has been in my playlist for so long until I start playing !

SON DAMBI!

2009-05-14T13:29:00.002+08:00

I am bored! So I decided to blog and I don't know what I should blog on seriously . I wish that I am not wasting my time in the TEP room , I would rather sleep at home . Yesterday dream was a total nightmare, it was so scary! But somehow I did not wake up with a scream. I wanna sleep before I go to sectional later but I can't.
3.15pm I have an audition for the MC thingy. I shall just do it naturally. Whether or not I am selected it dosen't matter.

The clock is ticking way too slow! And my mind wonder about the noticeboard suddenly. The unfinish art , hahas ! I will find time to draw finished. I should have bring it here since I am wasting time !

BORED !

2009-05-13T23:11:00.003+08:00

My head seriously hurts now! From yesterday till now! and I got my head knock twice by the trombone just now, I really don't know whats going on. I just hate the place I sat at it is damn squeeze, you cannot even move an inch and I got knock by trombone so many times since I sat there.
Where is my drive to move on,I feel like giving up. I have neglected my piano and I need to pass the grade 4 exam no matter how! I have neglected my dog too ! BAND WORK SCHOOL !
Work is at ease as I somehow use to what I am doing there. School is a must, I wanted badly to do well. Band...hmmm today practise just somehow make me hate my playing so much and the guy sitted beside me was like "shiting" here and there as usual.
I have to kept a look out everywhere, I have to stop thinking of the vibrato. But "Fear" is somehow within me now !
What am I scared now "BLANK "!
What am I fearing"BLANK "! SERIOUSLY I DON'T KNOW !

I need to fall into my deep sleep .. Things are tiring me out !

2009-05-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today work is abit boring, but I just love my job for the first time hahas.
Work ends at 2pm and I headed down to amkhub to buy mother day gift as well as to buy my lunch. I ATE MY FAVOURITE SUBWAY! and I have cravings for POPYES now !
Every single minute of my time is precious now, but somehow there is something important that I need to do, but my mind was telling me to do it tomorrow and seriously tomorrow I am busy. I shall blame my stupid devil mind!

My trombone had finally washed hahas !!! After like so many ages! I think the last wash was 3 years ago, after the ballon hat festival. Anyway it is clean now, blow in peace hahas.
practise makes perfect but somehow my practise don't make me perfect. I am kinda starting to give up like last time.

My house was suddenly so joyous today, all my aunties came they was like chitchating with their loud vioces as usual. My cousin daughter by the name of "melody" and she has a baby little sister who is call"fifi" (all hello kitty friends name ) hahas . ANYWAY, she has a very nice and sharp feature in other words, she is beautiful . She love music so much actually so I was kind of teaching her simple music but she doesn't understand my chiminology. So when I was playing my the trombone and she was asking here and there. But I manage to practise for 1 hr alone.
After that I teach her art so she can decorate for mothers' day ! It was a sucessful and has proven that I have creativity, I actually ask her to use straw to decorate the words and we spent 2 hr i think.

Thats how my day today was spent !
Tml going for morning run with my brother and father,it is time for me to train my stamina !!!!

Plus surprises for mothers' day ! woohoo!

2009-05-07T20:17:00.001+08:00

I LOVE THIS!

2009-05-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

I AM HAPPY BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I AM ANGRY ~!

Happy thing first!
my secondary school conductor is finally back from his overseas trip, so I got a chance to ask him if I can borrow a trombone. I finally find the guts to actually sms him as I was wondering if he still knows me (seriously I am thinking too much, stupid me ! ) I am glad that he knows me,and allowed me to borrow,trusting me that I will kept the instrument in safe order hahas. But I owe him a favour to teach the sec 1s. I am happy as this thing had trouble for long it is finally sloved ! Big thanks to francesca too for helping me.
My day is brighten up by this.

The angry thing!
I was so dumb that I got caught for watching videos in Youtube .Eventhough it is just a verbal warning but I don want it to affect the impression of me . damn it! It was partly not my fault.
Irritating guys just get me irritated !

I don't look forward for the next day of school !
I want to skip school !
Band is getting me stress out in my playing! (I am seriously not a good player)

2009-05-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

I shall just type somethings before I go to bed, at the same time I am waiting my hair to dry !
Seriously, my life is turning upside down, not that I have some problems but I have been having late night sleeps. I felt like my working hours are from 9am till10.30pm everday, even sundays I don't get to rest at all. My mum was there nagging at me every night!!! TEP make me shagged, eventhough people were say it is easy.But things never get easy for me !

As for band I have been practising very hard(probably not that hard enough) on my trombone, because I am fearing of the audition. MY VERY FIRST AUDITION ON TROMBONE. Definately, I am telling myself to pass, if not years of playing the trombone was a total shit to me ! GOD BLESS ME !
I hope I play well today and thanks for encouragements.

I want to read eclipse but I do not have the TIME!!!

2009-05-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

I am trying very hard to keep a SMILE on my face, but in me I am really exhausted.
Today, I started to get irritated by things around me, maybe due to my tiredness I was easily irritated.

Anyway, TEP make me travel almost the whole of singapore, asking people to do surveys. I TOTALLY HATED ! but I didn't have a choice. But I caught this chance to actually coincidentaly meet my friends that I haven seen them for 1 year. When I say "hi!" there is one of them who cannot regconize me, I look damn like a crazy girl !

I am totally turn off now, extremely pissed off with things that "I REALLY CANNOT STAND !"

I need my sleep.

2009-04-23T21:30:00.002+08:00

boo! I am finally back ! after 3 hectic days.
My start of school just sucks, I had to skip my tep for like 3 days because of club crawl and I bloody hell got a lot of stuff to do in tep. I felt so sorry for my team members that I always gone missing like this as somethings is of group effort. Secondly, one thing that I am most sorry about is the noticeboard, I know I did not put my heart and soul in it but thats me, I told you that I will take a lifetime to do that ! so believe me!

Anyway, I was totally exhausted this few days, my mind is cloaked up with information that was indigested and some are waste. but this get me a experience the life I am enjoying now ! It was really enjoyable sometime.

but some stuff is to be kept within you forever!

2009-04-18T01:28:00.002+08:00

I am tired from work , but its worth the money and it is a definately fun day today !
I felt like redrawing the band thing ! shall see! it dosen't look appealing to me !

2009-04-18T01:07:00.003+08:00

2009-04-16T23:13:00.003+08:00

sorry sorry sorry sorry...shawty shawty shawty shawty...

I am addicted to the song ! Wahahas

okays practically I spent my day today DRAWING and it is still uncompleted , my drawing really sucks and I am drawing it can you believe it ! feel like throwing it away hahas .

I cut BANGS!!! HAHAS!!! I wanted to try , so I just give it a shot it turned out funny.

Shall talk about tuesday, I went out with my beloved clique of babes, we are gonna seperate so sad! but 3 of us were in the same class. We will defiately miss each other and the times we spent together. LOVE THEM LOTS! will post the pics up !

That tuesday sectional really spoilt my mood ! I was so turn off !

On the other hand smething happen yesterday which I think was so funny, I was having my lunch with my mum. There is a man beside us starting taking to us , he started asking if our food was nice and next he give me his namecard he is a professional ballroom dancer and opens a dance studio. He ask me aged and whether if I am interested to dance with his son, showing me his son and daughter photo the 4th generation of professional ballroom dancers. Okays, I am speechless, I am not interested and I really cannot dance for nuts !

I still remember I dance yagi bushi during sec 1 at compassavale annual band concert. Vivian still knows it ! I gonna hide my face, I am like so dumb dancing that song !

I can't dance thats why I was dancing off stage so nobody can see me! I shall go take those CVMB annual concert video from my friends, I missed those days actually cause it is really damn fun. but I look extreme "kuku".I want to get the one which I play 1st through out the whole concert, my very first show off concert hahas !

what I need now is MOTIVATION !!!!

2009-04-15T00:58:00.001+08:00

These videos are making me happy again hahas... I was like so stress and emo just now !!!

2009-04-15T00:52:00.004+08:00

2009-04-12T23:20:00.005+08:00

Stupid ATM machine! or should it be my stupid finger !
I just acidentally press $1000 instead I should be pressing cash withdrawl which was below the 1000 bucks. When I saw transaction in process I was like WTH, I withdrawl a 1000bucks!! The worest thing is that there is no deposit machine. I had to carry so much money with me . Sudden euphoria of richness ! Wat The !
just because I went popyes to eat and found out that I had no money.
I am kind of angry with myself.

I when CHC in the morning service of easter speacial, there drama was nice as usual the story of jesus christ in a different form. Ohya I am not a christian, only a free thinker. why I go church is because of their drama and special service.
Anyway, I did not go to the concert in the end I was rejected 6 times hahas, till I loss my interest in going eventhough it is free.

I haven think of any workable ideas to decorate noticeboard in a short period of time. Suffering from brain blockage now. But I will definately find one perfect idea, I wanted it to be unique in some form.
I am kinda showing my ethusiaticness!
Which is a good thing.hahas

hectic day tml !

2009-04-11T22:04:00.003+08:00

I had been working consecutive for 3 days !!
And I am really getting a hang on what I am doing it was really fun, but tiring. I been like standing for hours and when I am doing the carton of clothes today my leg really got numb but I am trying to speed myslef up if not I got to change to another area. I finish like 4 cartons. I nearly got cut by pen knife!
Monday will be hectic 9am to 5pm after that I still need to head down for band ! plus I must come out my idea for the noticeboard by than . All my ideas don seem to be workable to finish in 1 week, I doubt so !

Anyway I am free from everything tml, I wanted to watch singapore wind symphony concert at esplanade but it seems that I cannot find anybody to accompany me, so I doubt I will go hahas. I wanted to relex myself even though I still need to keep my brain working for ideas.
I found out that everytime I had this sudden enthusiaticness to got for a band concert, I always can't find people to accompany either my friends are busy or they are up to something but when people come asking me I don't have the urged to go. Same for sectionals, when I wanted sectional there isn't, when I wish there was no sectional there will be !
funny right !

This is how my life work.

I am addicted to "sorry sorry" by superjunior but I doubt I can sing it hahas ... it's so difficult your tongue will get twisted.
this song suites my mood now !
I like siwon with short hair !

2009-04-11T17:00:00.010+08:00

CHOI SI WON!!!
From SUPER JUNIOR!
he is so handsome hahas !
if you are thinking whether my wallpaper have change to super junior. nope! it is still BIGBANG.

2009-04-07T23:30:00.003+08:00

It had been long since I last blogged. I am just lazy ! I am thinking whether I should stop blogging but I have blogged for years. REALLY! I just don't put my history up , cause if people were to rack my posts it will be a disgraced.My english was so typically singlish when I start blogging during secondary 2. At least my english is better now and what I blogged does make sense hahas.

Anyway where and what should I start typing? I miss lots of events that I haven post.

I shall talked about my first day of work yesterday, working with them was fun actually I get to make lots of friends and they are very efficient and nice peeps. But yesterday I was somehow blurred at what I am doing but it is practically normal for first day ! Anyway everybody was saying that I looked very stress, but I am not. Probably, I just don't laugh and smile as much as I do, trying my very best to adapt to the working environment ! I am enjoying my work and my last 2 weeks of holiday, so I am not stress. Earning money is lots of fun!
Ohya, I am starting my TEP first , is it good that I start it first ?

Last week was a great week actually, I spent my week with my secondary friends which I haven seen them for long. The girls KIM ,PJ, SY, AL, FION and get to meet my sec ex-bandmates,conductors and my juniors during CVMB SYF day! Eventhough they actually did not got what they wanted, but they have tried their very best, great job. Get back the gold next time.
When I was seeing them playing on stage it really remind me that I have gotten 2 sliver on that stage ! damn it ! when it was surpose to at least maintain a gold. Both sliver I never even cry, which I think I should hahas. But I am not emotional.
It's just SYF!

I went to sentosa with the five girls mention above last wednesday, I actually suffer from sunburn for like 2 days with pain on my both shoulder. But it as fun, we even saw Zoe Tay and Li Nan Xing and others eating at sentosa hahas.

Thats all I think , plus I lost $10 in a mahjong session . LOLS! so heart pain!

boo!
My blog song reminds me of SINAE AND ALEX ! perfect couple !(we got married)
I know how to sing "happy birthday song" in korean!

2009-04-07T23:18:00.003+08:00

Grandpa Birthday!

me and daniel :D

me and my brother :D

me and ming xuan :D

2009-04-07T11:29:00.000+08:00

Sentosa outing (april fool)

AL, PJ, SY, fion and me !!

me and fion :D

me and kim :D

pj and sy:D

me ,pj and fion:D

2009-03-29T20:35:00.002+08:00

I am back from malaysia yesterday instead of sunday.
I miss chating with my cousin there, my cousin's children are cute but irritating at times. Thats why I may not like kids in someways especially those damn hyper active type.

anyway, money spoilt my mood now!!!!

2009-03-26T23:24:00.004+08:00

anyway, I shall blogged more when I come back from malaysia !! leaving tml morning 5 am..
I left a few ep of beethoven virus , but my mum is nagging me to sleep early.
My mind is now playing taeyeon song. Soon I will start memorizing and singing in my own funny tune , hahas!
I was such an embarassment in today mass interview when I think of it .. Oh gosh ! I am talking the way I use to talk always! I felt that I talk lots of craps . what's my first impression to them ( crazy girl?!) .
But I got that job so....it doesen't make a different yea!

Cya on monday :D

Durian cake is damn nice !!!!

2009-03-23T14:26:00.003+08:00

TAE YEON SINGS REALLY WELL !
"can you hear me" was so nice...
Beethoven Virus OST

2009-03-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

I just restart my computer ,when my mum just switch off the power switch accidentally and my computer when blank ! My mind is full of thoughts now, but I really don know where I should start and how do I end it. I think I would need a listening ear from my close friend who really knows me well enough !
My hair stink now even after I bathed, because of the steamboat with my friends just now !
Yeaterday dream was great, I was watching "bigbang concert" in my dream! however I dream of speaking to TOP rather than seung ri, I think my dream got influence by "we got married " mbc variety show !

Anyway, I was sensing something wrong from yesterday investiture, but somehow I wish that it is not what I think of. The thing that I sense something wrong is definately not what I am mentioning later in my post.

I was so freak out today after finally recieving the sms from her. But it gets me really irritated when she is not replying my sms later ( I hope she sees this). It seems like I have lose a friend.
I don know if I should get angry with her or sad. But my heart is too small for this amount of anger. I am totally speechless. Now this thing kept my mind thinking even more and more harder. Which in the first place I am right !
I felt that I am stupid, from the start !really stupid !
damn it!

I need some time of thoughts!
my commentater life just sux!

2009-03-17T21:42:00.002+08:00

Indeed I am kind of fustrated with my result now~! I hope for improvement, I have been praying for a 3 in my gpa !
But there is no difference in my result as compare to last semester. All "Bs"are falling onto me ! no "As". I hate "B" for now so anything starts with a B I am hating them to the core except for "BIG BANG". Oh gosh , it's time for me to go korea and study, maybe I will do well there but firstly I don speak korean. I going nuts now and I don't know what am I thinking hahas ! hope seung ri will ease my crazyness hahas. I doubt so !

Stop talking about my grades, it really makes me a total headache! TRY HARDER NEXT TIME THAN!

MY RESULTS ARE SHITTY AND LOUSEY !

2009-03-15T18:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday music theory test was very tedious, I had been drawing alot until my desk is full of rubber dust ! cause I kept thinking if I had draw it correct and nicely , if not marks will be deducted. yay! it is now finally over, aiming for my distinction ! hopefully it was given to me hahas.
The examination was held in tekka mall, I was slightly late due to the traffic jam. I was so irritated that I got lost in that stupid mall and couldn't find the place, as I was rushing for time. The mall was actually renovating and there are two building that was somehow inter link . I enter the wrong buliding lift, press level 6 and it bring me to the car park. I started thinking where the hell I was! lucky I ask a man who was in the lift , he told me that it was the next building and the only interlink bridge is at level 7 .I rush my way there, on the bridge I saw a man warming up his vocal. gees! so funny !
The bridge was link to the next building level 6 , thus I don't need to go one level down. I saw the sign directing the way examination hall" parents was along the walk way waiting , I saw numbers on the wall but it doesen't look like a room number to me, it was along the walk way. I found the correct number, by than I realised I was walking one big round ! the sign was place beside the stupid wall showing number 9 (my room no. was 9) and the arrow was showing the other way. damn I felt that I got cheated by the sign ! I hesitated to push my way into the room , as I thought it was a wall decorating paper, how can there be a room along the walkway and there is no door handle or a sign of "push/pull"I push my way in when I saw people peek at the wall !
I only heard the guy saying you may start now, everybody was like staring at me when I come in , I found my desk and I sat down organising myself before I start working on the paper.
there are lots of little girls !

anyways, I lost 2 marks because I forgotten the meaning of the italian term "sempre".

Today, was a boring day for me , I have no where to head too . so I was lazying at home watching tv and korean variety show "we got married" online that I have watch half way. I was laughing my heart out when I was seeing ep 10 ! some of the guys are so lovable, they are very good to their fake wife hahas. This variety show is about stars that was acting to be married couples, and how married life was.

I shall continue watching......

2009-03-12T22:59:00.007+08:00

I brought a green camera today from IT show!
And a green dress !
I still left my dream green heel shoe that I think I only can find it at korea !
The moment I saw girls generation wearing it on music bank I totally love it !
Where the hell can I find it in singapore ? I have already ask some of my friends to help me take a look out for it, with that green shoe I am perfectly packed with my favourite colour GREEN !
people started calling me a green girl.

Tuesday ,
I waste 17bucks for a peak hour cab fare. gees! I don know it was peak hour ,if not I will not go, if not I will just take my own sweet time going sectional . I accompany van to tp, as I was bored at home ! Gonna miss her when she gone to china ! Later, we headed to pasir ris library, thats where I board the stupid expensive cab.
That fast cabby uncle was talking to me in chinese,asking me as though I am a funny person going to nyp in such an hour . I told him I am going for brand practise in my broken chinese . He was so shocked and start asking me "must we have cca in poly ?" , " what instrument I play?","Did I buy the instrument?". I don think he even know what instrument I play, as I cannot translate trombone in chinese. He just know the trumpet ! as he demo the actions ,his hands leave the steering wheel and the cab drift to the side. woah ! I nearly got a heart attack! next he was still talking whether I was in band since primary school , I told him I learn a different instrment in primary school. As I don know how to translate angklung in chinese I told him it was a malay instrument that I learnt. He was shocked too ! Next he was talking to me about his daugther in chinese orcestra playing the "pipa", and how much he spent buying a pipa for her! And finally I safely reach nyp , the conversation had come to an end hahas. We talk that much in just a 15 min journey ! and the 15min conversation throw my 17bucks away !

Wednesday,
I wanted badly to skipped band, but someone was gonna pass me the elcipse book thus I pull myself up to go band, and I think she has forgotten to bring the book .I overslept my afternoon nap thats why I was late for band that day.
And some attention seekers really irritated my ear that day!

IF SEUNG RI WAS AT WMC!
gees!!!
ohya one more thing I have learn from a show !
" self-praised is an international disgrace !!!!!" hahas

2009-03-10T00:20:00.004+08:00

SEUNG RI OPPA !
he is really hot ! with his cute eye bags hahas!
I am now totally immersed by him, I shall not be over excited hahas. Anyway my life now is so carefree , jobless and I just found a person who have eclipse so I could start reading it but before that I need to study my theory exam " pass with distinction " is my goal!
I shall share some video ! my seung ri oppa!

2009-03-06T00:27:00.002+08:00

boo! I am freezing in my room with my air con on hahas. outside was raining cats and dogs!
My eyelid is going to shut soon , I am tired. Today outing make me shagged!
I got to go to school, headed to novena mrt at 1pm and they change the time to 1.30pm , so I was just hanging around walking aimlessly I walk the same route 3 times. People will been thinking I am crazy or some suspicious person. Oh great !

I was kind of blur today , I don know what I am talking and doing.

2009-03-04T23:34:00.003+08:00

I am back blogging after so long ! gees! my life is changing !
Since when I am so commited to band ,I told myself from the moment I join that I soon soon soon will be anti-band. But now I am tied with a post ! omg! I am not blaming on the post but somehow I am blaming the wise person that put my name down, indeed a great decision.
1. I can't skip band now for no reasons (which I always do that all along)
2. I can't come late for band(which I always take my own sweet time )
3. I can't leave early (which I wish long to go home and sleep)
4. I will soon get started with the matching game!( which is not even fun!)
I had reject a job I applied because of my sudden commitment . I must get back to myself !
Time upgrading on my trombone skills now, somehow my mind is revolving around band stuff at this point of time .OMG! what a post ! I am getting to be freak out by it.

BLAH BLAHBLAH!

I think that that time I decided to quit was a great decision, but I was so easily to get pull back ! damn it! now quiting is useless somehow.
anyway, I will just hang on!!!!

2009-02-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

I am having a sore throat now !
It is all result to the temptation of delicious food= fried food and junk food!
I had never stop eating since the end of my exams, me getting fat is a good thing hahas? I am jobless and had given up the search of jobs until I receive reply from the job I applied earlier on. I shall not work and enjoy my holidays just 1 and a 1/2 months till start of year 2.

I went out today with my sec seniors, had sushi buffet and I am totally broke now ! I need sponsers for my money supply hahas! who is out there to sponser me ?

Anyway we play poker cards just now, I was as crazy as usual ,but lucky girl ! We play blackjack I took the risk to play by taking more cards and I really got 21!!! so funny ! everybody is crazy for Mahjong , and they want to play it tml night.
Meeting van on friday for a movie .

I felt so guilty for not practising my trombone at home, it become an eye sore decoration hahas... did I mention "eye sore" it is not that bad duh! the case is a eye sore but not the instrument...
now I having sore throat how I practise?

2009-02-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

My beloved clique !

2009-02-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

I'm back blogging!
I was just enjoying my semester break, wanna get a job soon !
Exams are finally over, NYP year 1 has come to an end. Gonna miss my clique so much, we are gonna sperate hopefully some of us could end up in the same class again.
My papers are difficult this time, so I don't really expect much about my marks, just hit a 3 plssss!!!!
we are so near yet we are so far .... I have notice some primary school friends studying the same course as well as same school of business. But as we walk pass each other we did not call, it had been years we last see each other, do you still remember me? Cos I do remember them even their names I have superb memory. But I still can't open my mouth to call, what if they don't know me or I recognize the wrong person, what an embrassement.
I really hope to say hi ! to them.

I wanna work , to earn money ! I had applied for one hopefully they can reply me by tml !
there is lots of things I wanna buy, but no money :(

gonna continue my twilight saga ! I miss Edward Cullen !

2009-02-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

It just make me wanna SING! lalala!
TODAY IS FRIDAY THE 13TH.
Mugging at home, till I am getting hell out of my revision. I don know how much I done was enough to get knowledge in my head. Probably, I am stuck with some blockage in my brain , or it is fully loaded. I doubt so ! left a short distance to run before I reach my resting point. I have planned everything I will do to fully utilise my resting time hahas ... I can't wait hahas ! teleport ! time machine ! come come!

work hard for 1 more week !

I hope I willl do my best for this semester !
I have a goal to fulfil !

2009-02-05T23:30:00.005+08:00

FREEDOM OF SPEECH!
I was watching american idol, probably I am watching more seriously this time round. It was the group round, "teamwork" is the most important factor. I was looking happily at those furious arguements and conflicts among some groups. Showing their true colours ,character and personality. Definately , some groups works really well. I was thinking how can such words splurt out just like that, eventhough I know that they are in anger, arguement just continue without ending. It turn out to be hurtful to each other. Anyway, my mum told me that americans practise freedom of speech ! we are of different nationality.
Yupps it's true if I were to do that in singapore I will not have a network of friends hahas.
Everytime you must watch what you say and how you react to some situation.
But honestly speaking sometimes I don't, cause I have been saying some wrong words these few days. so sorry !
I shall be extra caution with my words, anyway just a wrong usage.
Lifes goes on like that so complicated....

Sometimes you felt that somebody is talking behide your back, while on the other hand you are talking about others at their back. A better word "gossiping" , everbody gossip ,it is a form of entertainment to life. Some gossip is harmless, some are hurtful to ears, some cause a huge trouble.

HUMAN BEHAVIOR !
I am a human too, so are you!
1 for all and all for 1

2009-01-29T20:55:00.002+08:00

TML IS ALWAYS COMING ! hahas.
It will be my last presentation for project for this sem, after that I had to start mugging for semester exams, my life was becoming more hectic. I am not putting any effort to study actually. MOTIVATION! DETERMINATION!

whats my goal?

2009-01-29T13:27:00.004+08:00

KOREAN POP SONG ROCKS !
I am starting to love BIGBANG! , eventhough I think one guy look like robot and the other look weird hahas. But their songs are really nice! getting addicted seeing their MV, they have a story behide it.Rain- Ranism MV was also cool ! Go watch it!

2009-01-25T20:59:00.001+08:00

2009-01-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR~!

This year round, I won't be celebrating cny because of some reasons, so things at my house is simple. I will not be going to malaysia too to visit relative which I use too every cny. I shall spent my days reading my "elcipse".

I was just thinking......Whats beauty all about?
I was staring at the mirror looking at my teeth while puting on my retainer, retainer sux ! It will effect the way you speak and it hurts too! I paid thousands for an orthodontic treatment (braces), which is a form of cosmectic surgey?? ... This is what the price you pay for having beautiful teeth. MONEY AND SUFFERING! hahas.
Is beauty important factor to a girl?

ANYWAY ! I shall take good care of my teeth from now on...

2009-01-21T22:23:00.004+08:00

KONICHIWA!

I have made my choice Japanese language hahas....

I hope nyp was like tp which offer other elective course of different school, if I were in tp I will choose science elective , cause I wanna try, I LOVE SCINECE! do I?!

Anyway, I was so facinated about the reaction of my classmate about my teeth but,they did not react much, OMG! karlyn what reaction do you want ? stupid me ! ignore me when I am smiling so brightly , I look like a "crazy"kiddy !

2009-01-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

I AM FREE FROM BRACES!!!!
I started admiring my teeth but somehow it look wierd on me hahas.
Probably I am not use to see myself like that .....
I wonder how different I am in other people's eyes, especially those who have saw me when I was not putting on braces at that time. Was it a nightmare, hahas.
I am so happy with braces off !!! eventhough I overslept today and skipped school, such a bad girl.
ANYWAY, I have replenished my energy by getting the right amount of sleep.
Sinfonia was finally over! everybody did put their best effort in ! I hope I did well for my part !
Main piority now is to study for semester exam that was the my big headache next.

Books on the list-I finally brought "elicpse" ! I am reading it now hopefully I have the time .
Followed by "breaking dawn", than "remember me"
Shows on the list hahas- Now "boys over flowers(korean version)"now airing as well as "beethoven virus" (I always wanted to watch but cannot find time) hopefully I can watch finished after CNY!

It will be funny that I still have the time to read books and watch drama series hahas....
BUT I DO! COS I HATE STUDYING ! not really hate but lazy.

2009-01-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

OMG~! tml is the concert, I am definately not in my best for it. so sorry
Firstly, not all parts I can make it for the 3 songs, and I will be think about my project all day cause I got 2 project to be handle up on monday. And I doubt I can make it on time for one, unless I will have to burn midnight oil tml , if I still have the strenght to do that .
WHAT A HECTIC DAY TML!
I have to compile report that night..
I am getting more and more fustrated by stuff like this, I am not the leader! but than everybody is asking me what to do! I felt that I am so disorganized, or rather me pushing the blame all to myself. shit!
THIS WEEK IS THE WOREST OF ALL !
I will start grumbling to myself until I start forgeting it !!!!!
I need to get some rest!

GOD BLESS ME TML!

2009-01-13T08:30:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
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Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-01-12T22:36:00.004+08:00

Is everybody testing my patience! I am totally fare up !
ohya I will be over there grumbling myself and forgeting it later, "sorry" was what everbody will tell me. It seems that everybody tend to make me wait.
I cannot even do anything about this. I have waited for friend in the mrt for 45 mins and there was not even a "sorry".
I should not practise punctuality anymore.

Please tell me that you will be late or something and stoping flying kite at the very last minute! I ended up having dinner alone today, cause I am watching my classmate eat and they left after I had decided to buy my food and stop waiting.
My beloved classmate they accompany me when they saw me seating alone waiting for that somebody, they somemore say sorry for leaving me alone when they left , it's not their fault and I should have thank for their accompany.
Being alone is actually good at times! making me have a more peaceful mind to think and to clam down!
It's always the case that will happen to me.

I was walking up and down the block from lvl 5 -lvl 2 for like 4 times, to print stuff, everybody was pushing me to print, but I did offer my help at some. So form of excersie to lose weight, and if I am losing more weight I am gonna dead soon, or I would be floating bones. My classmates were saying I am crazy runing around.What to do ! nobody wants to come down to print. I promised to do the excel worksheet, but I done it in the last minute, I was spending whole of 3 hrs thinking of how to modified it, my hard work indeed paid off, it was finally approved. 2 projects to be handed up next week monday ! and I have 2 tests this week ! I finally feel the urgent to really study and work hard ! but I don't have the strenght, I am tired, I have used up all my thinking jucies today .... suffering from brain drain!

SAVE ME!
THERE IS NO TIME FOR ME TO GET FUSTRATED!
NO TIME FOR ME TO WASTE!
NO TIME FOR ME TO WAIT FOR PEOPLE LIKE THIS!
I hope that time could pause! things are moving too fast for me!
probably I am not well organised.

2009-01-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

Concerts tickets for "Sinfonia" turn out to be free! Woah!

Anyway its always the last minute case, I had been participating annual band concert since I was in secondary school ,most tickets were just sold in the last minute.
Honestly speaking, I am not really looking forward to this concert, probably its is just another concert for me, nothing really that special except for the hall, plus my playing sux so I am lack of confidence to perform it.
Went back to compassvale with francesca today just to advertise our concert hahas, we actually made an effort to pin it up in band room and the Majors are not helping us, lucky I am tall enough.
Chat up with her about school and band stuff, we are both from the same teaching under mr er. I was thinking that wether our standard would be the same hahas. Most Probably she is way better than me. She having sectional , so I followed her to nyp. I really got nothing to do after she went for her sectional, I went to search my file it was really gone, shit ! all my markings! I do self practise for like 1/2 hr than I headed home.
Tml gonna be out the whole day to celebrate my friend's birthday as well as attending SP string ensemble concert to support my friend.
I have 2 test next week, I should be studying right now but I am not hahas!!!!

HOPE FOR THE BEST! MIRICLE COULD HAPPEN !
GOD BLESS ME !

2009-01-09T22:39:00.006+08:00

took this pic when I have nothing to do !

if there is 10 trombones , it can't fit into this pic

I am totally exhausted that I went insane after eating my late dinner hahas....So I am practically talking craps to my section , poor edward gonna hear all my craps about my trombone death ,R.I.P, I somemore ask him to help me buried it hahas. Kimberly just accidentally kick her trombone to its grave. I hardly become insane just like that hahas.
SOMETHING IS REALLY WRONG IN ME.
That's the reason: why
during secondary school,nobody congrats me after I recieved "good conduct award " in sec 2 hahas. I actually frame that award up hahas. All my friends was in the stated of shocked. And my 'o' level testimonial was so faked that it wasn't referring to me at all.
So if you are now thinking I am a good girl hahas, seriously I am *if i am not insane*.

Partly because, I was in school the whole day today with volunteering the open house thingy and going for sectional and band afterwards really tired me out.

Honestly, I learnt alot for today sectional hahas, as I have as him lots of question that I wanted to know all along but the answer was what I expected too. just out of curiousity.I wanted to know if it can be work out.Learn some tounging technique, I will practise it if I am hard working enough hahas.

TROMBONE IS A NON-TRANSPOSING INSTRUMENT !

I am tired.... I know somepeople are reading this hahas.

2009-01-07T23:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JENNIFER~! LOVE YA LOTS !

Today, I am very attentive for accounting lecture hahas, not saying that I am not attentive always but I pay extra attention. I wanted to rest in marketing tutorial cause I am damn exhausted, by projects and band practises but the teacher always call my name to answer qns that I don know how to answer ! We were like dicussing as a group on one qns about the china melamine milk of the company "sanlu". The question goes like this ,if you are the plublic relation manager of this company what would you do to gain consumer to buy your products after this scandal? My group thinks that they should start selling cows instead of milk products hahas.
so consumers will not fear if there is melamine content inside. But thats definately not the answer we had given to teacher just a joke for the class.
anyway the company no longer existed !

After class, 7 girls including me when to KBOX session to celebrate jennifer's 18th birthday. We sang like mad, this was actually the first time I sang that much hahas, if not I was" shy" to sing in front of my friends.hahas. Took lots of pictures, sang lots of song, ate lots of things!

I am HAPPY today~!
I am very tired now! 2 test next week ! plus concert!

2009-01-03T22:20:00.004+08:00

I watch RED CLIFF today online, the ending was "To be continued" hahas.
It was nice except that the bloodly sence was so extreme fake! The blood was like shooting here and pouring out from the body like waterfall! I laughed while I watch.

I don't really know what I am thinking always, what's really occupying my thoughts. But one thing, I had is to guess what you are thinking, my friend. My start of new year seems to me a wrong start, I had really lots of thoughts in me that I don't know how to handle it myself , ended myself up in the state of confusion again. LIFE IS INDEED COMPLICATED.
Making me like a fool!

To my friend"I think I really need to know you better, what you say to me are too contridicting for me to believe you and to even listen to you."
Somethings are getting me upright fustrated.
I needed time to think over things and make the right decision.

Pls do not misunderstood anything of what I have type! as some people just do.
think it simple! simplicity!

2009-01-01T20:16:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

MOVING ON THE YEAR 2009!

goodbyes 2008!
Time really passes very fast from the moment I got my 'o' level results.
2008 wasn't really a good year for me but it will be definately a memorable one, as many things happen , the world the earth and even a change in my life.
The year I turn 17th , the year I had became a teriery student, the year I meet my new beloved friends.
It's time to forget the bad moments and grudges , and started a new pharse of life .

New year RESOLUTIONS for the year 2009:

be more positive
be more determine to workhard ( my grades are dropping )
be HAPPIER each day
be more matured hahas( am I childish?)

hahas....Hopefully! I can have a wonderful year in 2009, enjoying each and everyday of my life!

I kinda like this song I put on my blog, as some of the gals in my class just kept singing!

2008-12-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

I am utterly sad with myself now.
eventhough I should be glad about my accounting marks.
I just hate the pain in my mouth. I am suffering, I intend to really give up ! but whats the point of giving up on what I have done now. Just 1 month to go and my braces will be off . no ulcer no pain no abrasion. I got a feeling that my mouth is ruined . haha that's a joke!

I am talking to hsin rui today after school while waiting to go band and she was waiting to go dance, I really wanted to head straight home since I never brought my mouthpiece, but in the end I still go. we were talking about our hectic lifestyle, dealing with our school work and the commitment towards our cca."commitment " what a good usage of word.
I really got nothing to talk about except for my damn pain ulcer in my mouth.
I really hope time could pass very fast or stop at the moment I am not suffering.

3 PROJECT TO BE COMPELETED IN 1 MONTH
2 TESTS TO BE DONE
I have relieased, I am lousy in project thought I do my part of work, but I always got "c+" .
So don't be dishearted will get "A" next time hahas.

cheer up !
Don't think of the pain and everything will be fine !
I am gonna break down due to exhaustion. hahas "break down not as in cry"
But will I cry , I will cry for HELP!

regrets=no regrets

2008-12-26T15:29:00.002+08:00

I am back updating my blog.

I haven been out almost everyday ! No time for me to do my homework as well as time to do my project thats why I do not have the time to blog even.
I have just spent the WHOLE morning to read finished NEW MOON cause I read till edward cullen is back and I just can't help reading further. I wanna get eclipse soon , but I need to restrain myself from reading further till I have the time . As I got a lot of thing left undone and needed my to complete as soon as possible. If not I will screwed up this semester hahas, how important it is that I need to get it done.My whole of the two weeks holiday was totally wasted, I wanted to self study to catch up things that I don understand but I think that I am lacking behide now ! OMG ! I need more time. This year is coming to an end soon, I will have to to reflect on what I have done for this whole year.
Practically slacking.
focus on study from now on !

I love christmas so much! present received and given away, what a joyful occassion. I went for CHC christmas service on the eve,I love their drama always.
Yesterday went for dinner together with some of the cvmb bandmates, I tend to know more secrets hahas. But I am kinda of bad for exposing sercrets too hahas but I really felt that that this secret in me was very funny hahas , just that recent one hahas! but since they have been seperate since graduation I think it makes not harm. I hope so !

I shall start studying cause now I am resting,
I don't know when I will pick up the book elicpse, as even after my this sems exams I still need to prepare for my music theory exam.

GOD BLESS ME!

2008-12-17T21:08:00.003+08:00

I trim My hair short today hahas !
This time round I am spending again on saloon, cause I am irritated with my long hair as well as my fridge. So I have cut it quite short, so does my fridge. Its kinda ugly for me but, I felt that my hair was less heavy hahas.

Yesterday
Went out with jecinda, jessie and laykheng .
Shopping and ICE CREAM DAY ! hahas we dine in the gelare.
We chatted all about our class hahas ....gosipping !
They wanted a celebration for christmas for our clique, all push me to be the organizer another gift exchange programme hahas so cool! That's what great about Christmas, I Love Christmas !

I really hope van could accompany to go to phil youth concert hahas, I wanted to give it a missed actually but nvm .I must go ! But I really wanna go out with my friends.

I was determined yesterday to finished "new moon" in one night but guess what I fall a sleep after 2 chapters, I was so exhausted and that it was all about bella and jacobs. I am getting a bad expression about jacobs after watching the movie I don't know why but just thinking that jacobs in the movie was not what I expected.hahas.

STUPID ME !

I am really wishing for something that could happen !

2008-12-15T18:45:00.003+08:00

OMG! Everybody is asking me out on the 23 DEC to celebrate chirstmas together, it will be super duper fun ! It has been months since I last saw my friends! But I had to reject some cause I have promise my friends to attend phil youth concert to support him and her, Shit! I wish that I would have some alternative ways, as I really misses my friends alot and would like to catch up with them. What should I do? I can't be not going to the concert as I promise how bad am I if I break the promise!

Probably I am going to be a loner at the concert, I think that I am going alone since I cannot find any friend who can accompany me. Most of my close friend was ANTI-BAND even they were band member once before hahas....they don even watch concerts! Plus I don't know why I am the only one among them being active hahas. STUPID ME !
Hopefully wat I have decided will be the right choice , especially I what I have chose for the option next year I am going to study !
Hopefully no Regrets!

Tml gonna meet with some friend for ICE-CREAM hahas !
Plus so sorry that I am not going for Mr tan farewell party......
As I have predict that I have sectional tml.

I could predict the future!!! hahas

2008-12-12T21:31:00.007+08:00

I READ FINISH TWILIGHT IN JUST 5 DAYS!
carrying on to new moon...
My Sis is going to san francisco next monday, she is getting me the rest of the twilight series as it was cheap there thats what she told me ! I wanna go too!
Tml marks the start of my two weeks holiday, how will I spend my two weeks fully?
Somedays were booked by my friends, for celebrating chirstmas . The rest of it I did like to revise and do my projects ! which was due after christmas.
I was kind of unhappy with my marketing result eventhough I passed but not getting average marks of the class.I got 36 while most of them got 40 plus /50. Thats was really high! at least I wanted to hit the average of the class.
WORK HARDER KARLYN!

I kind of know the true colours of my classmate,"ture colours" hahas, not bad stuff about them ! But I kind of understand some of their character and personality, indeed it is great to be unique about yourself . Somehow this is part and pacel of life...
to meet different people,
to make friends,
to understand them,
to know them better,
to be friends forever,
to love them and
never to be forget them. hahas.

In my life now I have actually learnt alot of thing to make changes in myself, as I think back on .....
how childish I was
how stupid I was
how Bad I was
However it was worth the effort to change for the better
And I believe everybody was given a chance to change for the better too, even it takes a lifetime.
It is great to be yourself

ohya! I am officially free from braces on the 20 of January,woohoo! So I am kinda happy!
So It will be a different me hahas !
But I am same in taking craps? Is "craps" a crude word or something but "craps" sounded bad like "pissoff" So I am talking rubbish!!!

workinghard
workingreallyhard
workingreallyreallyhard!

2008-12-07T20:13:00.003+08:00

TWILIGHT~!

I have heard about this book quite long, and that the movie is gonna ON AIR soon. All my friend are crazy over EDWARD CULLEN , so am I soon. I just pick up the book when my sister brought it just yesterday. I was waiting and hoping that someone would lent me but now I have it with me ! I got hooked on to the book for hours and I have read till page 152 kinda break my own record of the most number of pages I read in a Day.To some of you guys reading 152 pages in one day is not a big deal! But to me is a FULFILMENT ! hahas!!! I wish I am a Stregoni benefici- an italian vampire, said to be on the side of goodness and a mortal enemy of all evil vampire, with special power and unlimited talents!!!

I am determined to carry on reading , especially to improved on my spoken language and writing skills, as I communicate mandrain in school ! except if I am together with kimberly hahas.

Common Test was all over, except for the statistic presentaation that was due this comming thursday ! My useless leader, thats how I will call him always. Cause he is getting things done in the last minute.

ohya, BTW My lips was swell all because of playing the trombone , What a suffering shit, I have ulcers always and now ,when I am able to push myself even harder it got worest, the pain

was really unbearable and it is hurting me so much. Now I have a bump on my lip which was obvious, I hope it can become smaller when schools starts, if not I will definately SKIPPED SCHOOL , I look kind of ugly and stupid with that stupid bump and I will not present for my stats presentation ,if that's the case. Let the guys do the job!

GOD BLESS ME!

2008-12-03T22:33:00.002+08:00

Karlyn was here! I practically screwed up my POA test, I have no confidence in myself I kept changing answers. I actually did it correct but I got a feeling that it is wrong so I changed it which was a NO NO ! shit !

Let me talked about monday, I ended my lesson at 4pm because there was no Macroeconomics tut. Meet up with kim and slacked our time at the library, she was sleeping so soundly while I was struggling with my Accounting "Trial Balance cannot Balance!" wth! I am stupid ! I received a call from dorothy, She was at the driving centre but she do not have the money to pay, so she call me for help. Thus, me being so helpful I help her by walking to CDC. On the way back I met francesca she was going to band room, So I kinda have some Nice chat with her indeed a "nice chat" hahas... I hope that she wasn't seeing this post hahas.opps!

Talking about her, I think that she did not changed, from the start I met her in compassvale. She was talking about changing course, so I am kind of worried about her hahas, cause I know the feeling of not studying what you are interested in. Because I don't like studying business too! hahas.
Anyway, telling a lie is easy, but keeping a secret is difficult
Be true about yourself, Be great about yourself ! This is what you are!
I am practically talking craps lalala!

Today was the option day I was suppose to choose what I want to major in HR, customer relationship, retail, supply chain. Retail will be definately out of my choice because I am totally not interested. I was kind of thinking SC or CR.
Oh god ! I really do not know what I should choose. so confusing ! I left 17 days to choose!

Ohya I just passed my effective writing skills test. sad :( Must really work hard from now !

I believe that some of them reading this post will be over there laughing hahas!

2008-11-29T00:10:00.006+08:00

Me and Hsin Rui!!!!

Nicky actually Look at the camera but his head is too big and my hands are short!

after the walked he got no stamina!!! Lousy Dog

2008-11-28T22:49:00.003+08:00

hahas!!! I walked my dog today, Nicky. He is extremely smelly and he kept sniffing the grass. he urinated 3 time and shited 1 time ! okay it's kind of gross ! GEES!
A responsible dog owner hahas.I am not the owner actually hahas, its my brother who is irresponsible. Anyway, he is big and fat but cute!
As I was walking the dog today, we met a puppy dog exactly the same breed and they both have some doggie talk kinda kissing each other hahas, ohya both are males. The puppy was so scared when my dog sneese at him . Cause Nicky was 4times bigger. Anyway the puppy owner ask me what I have feed him that he became so fat. FOOD AND LOTs OF FOOD!
And a bite of my hand, still remember that my hand was bitten by him.

I have went to charles and kieths warehouse sales with hsin rui today, heels there we selling at a cheap price so if you wanna buy heels thats the right place to get cheap heels. I brought a bag and a flat sandel . I actually saw a shoe that I like but what a pity that they left only the last display piece , so I dont wanna. But I like it so much hahas. I have been spending , cos I think that I am short of somethings.
Must save up hahas ...

Still thinking carefully !!!!

2008-11-25T22:14:00.005+08:00

21th November Advance Birthday Celebration !

Sentosa Trip (Ages ago) hahas